Adorable baby boy! I got the opportunity to babysit Jakob while his parents and my hubby went snowboarding. He was the best (and best smelling) baby! He just played, ate and slept! It is weird, you would think that this would be bad for my desire for babies! BUT... it really made me miss my mommy. I want mom there for all of the moments! I want to be able to take my baby to my mom's house to babysit, i want mom and day to be able to smell my baby and cherish the first smiles and the spit bubbles and... everything that makes the whole experience so special. Of course right when i say all of this to Nick (like that i am ready to wait 2 years) he decides that he is ready to have babies once i graduate! Why are we off timing? Oh well, we still have time to think and Pray and wonder. For now i am extremely happy to just be married to my best friend.
Adorable baby boy! I got the opportunity to babysit Jakob while his parents and my hubby went snowboarding. He was the best (and best smelling) baby! He just played, ate and slept! It is weird, you would think that this would be bad for my desire for babies! BUT... it really made me miss my mommy. I want mom there for all of the moments! I want to be able to take my baby to my mom's house to babysit, i want mom and day to be able to smell my baby and cherish the first smiles and the spit bubbles and... everything that makes the whole experience so special. Of course right when i say all of this to Nick (like that i am ready to wait 2 years) he decides that he is ready to have babies once i graduate! Why are we off timing? Oh well, we still have time to think and Pray and wonder. For now i am extremely happy to just be married to my best friend.
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