For example: We are on the plane headed to Germany, i lay out the sleeping bag on the floor (cargo plane not commercial) and cuddle up under the seats (to stay out of the aisle as much as possible and to block the light) so then i start playing in my head... What if the seats crashed down on my head? Then i think about me at the hospital and them telling me that the part of my brain that was smushed was the part that told the rest of my body that i am pregnant and because this trigger was released i needed to be very careful. My brain might start tricking me into doing things that are bad for the baby so Nick was going to have to watch me for the next 6 months to protect the baby... fast forward i am going into labor and completely denying it because i don't think i am pregnant, the labor is awful i rip a ton because i am so tense and won't believe anyone... yeah i do this ALL THE TIME ... this all stemmed from my head being under a seat while laying on the floor. I am weird.
On a separate note, i am now officially making two dinners. This morning i bought all of the stuff to make some pulled lime cilantro chicken for tacos, even as i type this i want to vomit. The sound of it now makes me sick. SO... i bought beef for myself and i made two meats for tacos.
I have also been cooking what sounds good to me and then eating cereal instead while Nick enjoys the food i can't even look at. LAME SAUCE!
OMG that sounds so normal. I remember cooking for my family then heating up a can of soup. My first pregnancy all I ate were popcicles and the second pregnancy was cheerios with strawberries and canned soup. You are now finding you that cravings are not just about ice cream and pickles..haha
ReplyDeleteHaha, yea, if I cooked it I couldn't eat it!
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